screwed up

i've screwed up once, screwed up twice.. now i'm screwed again... Don't i ever learn my lesson?! (though the messes are irrelevant to each other) but in general, all these shit started by being too nice, too generous.. Guess i can't cope with the fact that after being nice, i do not get reciprocated and in fact i get ripped off and taken for granted.

I vow to learn to love myself and not let anyone take me for a ride anymore. My new journey will start on 1 Aug... I hope i don't screw it up the fourth time...

Genesis

This is the beginning of a new chapter in my life, thus a new blog to start to record my new beginning.


For the inquisitive:

footloose

adjective
1699, in literal sense of "free to move the feet, unshackled," from foot + loose. Fig. sense of "free to act as one pleases" is from 1873.